fuck you motherfucker

That title should give my day away. Needless to say I'm 100% sure October will be far more amazing than September. At least I'll have plenty of time to enjoy myself, seeing as I'll probably be done the temp job tomorrow AND my other glorious position gave me all of four fucking hours next week and that being on Sunday.

Well I'll use that free gym pass for damn sure then.

Also, fuck you.

dream seeker

I'm exhausted. Up about 5 for the dog, didn't get back to sleep. Up at 6 to get to work by 7, then bust ass to print off 800 copies of stuff then fold and staple them to the 800 pay stubs... I got all the way to stapling and ended up finishing half. Then off to the other job. ONLY 2 of us working. Oh sweet jesus it was fine for awhile, then he went on lunch and I was S O fucking L. Home to the gym, where the lady I think tried to kill me. I'm SO tired now. Well tonight there are some things I'd like, as in a book, some warm latte, blanket..that stuff.

I'm also considering moving out West.... my cousin is there and shit why not. It's total ass here. I have enough saved up for my Ireland 2012 move. SO hopefully come spring of next year she'll have a place and I'll move my ass out there. Sounds like an adventure!

careless blogger

It's been a break...I don't care to go back and see how long, but whatever. I've been busy and exhausted.

I hate knowing people through people who are whores. Everytime I see a photo of them they make me sick. I'm one of those girls who will call you a fucking whore if you are indeed a fucking whore. And I want to you feel as bad as you make the men and people in your life feel. You should not feel proud of the fact that you can either cheat on a guy or take a guy from a girl he's dating. That makes you a fucking whore. Now, understand this, I have every intention of calling you the whore you are at any time in the future at which you and I meet. Now this is actually for more than ONE girl I know through people. Who fucking raised you to be a whore? Seriously! Allow me to educate you if you should ever require assistance or you know if I fucking feel like it. I'd like these feelings to go away, but I'm aware they probably won't until i get it off my chest. If no one read this, which I suspect no one does I would write their names and show photos of them being dirty sluts, but alas I still like the company of their friends. Which is pretty fucked up don't you think?

So today I got my hair dyed and cut. Bangs are back HOLLA!

Got my puppy a shark costume, it's too small but fucking hilarious.

And now bad to reading. Later.

birthday celebrator

It was my friends birthday today and I just happen to work with her atm. The HR manager asked me to go get her favourite cake and a card. Now I have zero to less than that knowledge of appropriate work place cards. My god. I finally found one that said workplace birthday. SOLD. Lame as shit, but whatever. I also just wrote happy birthday in it. When any other card to her would say something like, hey juicy melons. Hope your skanky ass has a STD free birthday.

Tomorrow should be exciting. Work, then I'm going for dinner with myself and I get to have some time to read. Then going to see a movie with my cousin who flies back from Vancouver (I don't think I've seen her in two months maybe three) it's been awhile dude.

But again I'm super tired. So bed time.

missing weekend

I thought I'd get some chill time. Hmm not so much. This morning was okish. Up about 9, which completely sucked ass. Freaking cat bastard. He's lucky when he head butted my window screen that it looked fucking hilarious. Or his ass would still be outside.

Work was balls. I got so hot I thought I was gonna pass out. I was red like a tomato and my body got all hot too. It wasn't right. Also dumb people hurt me. Not just like my head, but all of me. MY LORD people. Whatever I made it through the shift.

Now to be up at 7am again. At least it's a regular working day tomorrow. Yay!

holy crap cake

This is a dual post.

Got in at 4am. FOUR AM. I haven't done that in a year? Awhile, that's for damn sure. So I planned on sleeping in until 3pm. I didn't care. I just wanted lots of sleepy time. Sadly, my GD job called and asked me to go in. Now I went in and I don't lie, I told them I was exhausted. Whatever I don't lie. It's a problem and a fault and it's awesome. You can't catch me in a lie motherfucker. I enjoy living my life this way, regardless of the shit I will sometimes get because of it. I enjoy living truthfully.

But yea I'm not 13 kinds of exhuasted. I plan on going to Wal-Mart to get the dogs some bones to chew on and look for a present for my friend. Wish me luck.

lady with a long two days ahead of her

Ok 12 hours today and 13 hours tomorrow AND then a friends birthday.

Too tired to figure things out.

big brother winner

Or not.

I LOVE this GD show so bad. I want Lane to win, but Hayden has it in the bag. Kinda sad. I like Lane because he's not a douche. Hayden blergh.

So my temp job deal keeps finding things for me to do, which is great cause they pay a shitload better than my other job.

Wow a 4-3 job. Way closer than I thought. I feel bad for Lane, but 50G ain't nothing to feel sad about.

YYAYAYAY bed

formidable opponent

Why do people think they can fuck me over? Note guy at work, you can attempt to toss me under the fucking bus, but I'm far, far smarter than you. Trust me captain all this BS you're putting on me is going to come back to you so fucking hard you'll think twice about being an asshole to me.

Thanks sweetie.

Also I forgot to note about yesterday how the chick that cheated with my boyfriend at the time. Well she was there too. I don't remember her being that tall, but she stayed as far from me as was possible. Which is smart haha. Not that I wanted to cause shit, but it was wise to not even start. I would have been nice, she did dump him 2 days before his birthday and all. No lying, TOTALLY LOVED IT!

ren fester

Went to the ren fest with Sara today. It was AWESOME! I saw the ex and just turned away. Didn't care to make a scene. Which I do, SO well.

Sadly, I did have to interact with him. I was standing in the doorway talking to my friend and I feel this bang on the board I'm standing on. Can I get in there? I then opened the door and he said thank you and I said you're welcome. LOOK I"M AN ADULT MOMMY! He then got his stuff said by to our mutual friend and left.

AWESOME!!!!!!! I didn't even look at his face. I'll tell you the first two times I was filled with anxiety and whoa it was bad, BUT the last time when we actually interacted. NOTHING!

I'm fucking proud of myself.

Also my dog was top notch. She got more compliments today then I have ever in my life. Or not...she got a lot.

low on empathy woman

omg

I know the point is to make me feel like shit, but really? I keep getting this sucks. Well what's sucks? nm.

Now that's the variation for about 30 minutes. He kept doing it. I had it. I told him if he wasn't going to talk to me then he could go.

He said he was talking. Oh he doesn't get it. I keep being guilted by saying I don't talk enough, then when I ask questions he drops the subject.

This is just getting out of hand. On a lighter note I'm going to the Ren Fest tomorrow with a different ex's ex. We made friends over our mutual whatever you want to call him. Should be fun! Mostly because he isn't suppose to be there SCORIES!

toe-nailless footed woman

HOLY SHEET! I lost my pinky toe nail. Lost...it came off, while I was attempting to just get the little white part off, cause it feels weird when I have socks on. HOLY SHEET! I was ok until I got to the retail job. OMG the shoes are the devil, but they SQUISH the SHIT out of my toes and after three hours or so I was limping my ass around the store. I felt like I was walking like Igor.

My god. Time for new shoes and new feet.

cell phone user

I need a new cell phone. Well 'I' don't need one, but my 3 year term is up apparently. So i want an iPhone and my dad will steal my iPod. That kinds blows, but whatever.

So far it's 100 for an old 3gs or 270 for a new 4g one. I don't want a data plan. I'll use wifi, plus I don't use it for the internet anyway. Only if I'm seriously bored, but even then I barely use it. So I was like 15 buck a month plan. I would prefer unlimited text, voicemail and call display. Who can help me out?

Also side note my damn job cut me down to 10 hours next week. What a bunch of bullshit. They said we'd slow down, but seriously. Seriously.

happy worker

Ok still one guy is a douche at work. Don't like him. But the rest of these people are fun. Best part of my day is shooting the shit with customers. Seriously, I'll talk to you for 30 minutes about your life. Please anything not to do actual work, PLUS they call it 'customer service' BOO YA.

Today I spent about 40 minutes with 2 customers talking about how to use macs and why they're better than pcs. HA.

Now it's come to my attention, when older men come to us and say they want a computer for general use and with a really good anti-virus that is aka. to look at porn. How awesome?! Cause I got one of those today. Classy. I swear if they just said I'm looking at a lot of porn, what do you recommend. Fucker I'm recommending the i7 with 8 gb of ram. Get that shit loaded real fast for you.

Perves.

wrecking ball

Nothing like a guilt trip to end your day perfectly.

I expect him to make me feel bad, but shit, can't say I like it. I won't go into it too much, but suffice to say I'm a jerk.

This is a shitty post. It feels like me! Yay.

hater

Why are some women such sluts?

That's really my question.

I have this guy friend who told me this girl, 21 years old, got drunk (or in all likelihood was like oh I'm so wasted) then got naked in a frat house.

You are a massive whore. No one will feel bad for you when bad shit happens to you my dear. People who raise sluts like that should be put in jail.

Fuck you, you fucking skanks.

heartbreaker

Ugh not fun. I had to drive and drop off his stuff. The American boarder guard asked me what the purpose of my trip was and I said to bring my ex his stuff. He stops looking at my passport, looks up at me and gives me a strange face, then says, "This stuff happens." And I said, "Yea fun times." He told me good luck and that was that. I'm pretty sure it was the quickest crossing ever.

On the way back, (also note it was like 30 minute wait BOTH WAYS at the GD boarder) the Canadian guard noticed I was gone 3 hours and said, what was the purpose of your trip? I said to drop off my ex's stuff. He then laughed at me. (Note: He was a fucking HOT boarder guard) He then apologized and said, "Sorry, I don't mean to laugh, but you don't hear that everyday." "Yeah." "Well he's lucky you brought him his stuff and didn't burn it." "Well I broke it off with him so it's kinda my duty." "Well that's good of you."

As I drove away I thought, what kind of crazy bitches did you date/what the fuck did you do to them that made them burn your shit!

He was hot enough I'm sure he caused some trouble.

quiet reflector

haha if you believe that you are special.

There are some people I still despise. Like the whore who slept with my slut asshole ex and my slut asshole ex. I don't think I could ever not hate them, but man the fact that I know people they know ugh. Out of sight, out of mind would work wonders.

Today has been le shit. I got a call asking to change my mind and take him back. Ugh. I don't like this. I've decided to not date unless they are an heir to some sort of booze royalty.

single lady

I may have broken up with my boyfriend via IM. I can't say It's nice or right, but it had to be done. I've never done this before. I feel like a total asshole. I've felt like I was single for so long now and I feel bad cause he's from a shitty situation and I do love him, but nothing is ever enough for him.

He had got some great blows in I'll tell you. He's punching AND then trying to get my back. Strange combo or sure.

God. I'm a dick.

passive agressive workerbee

There is this guy at the place I'm temping at who is just abrasive as all hell. (While writing that sentence I wrote ass twice by "mistake"). He was ok the first week, because well he's new to me, so whatever, he just seemed nosy/interested. Well it's week three and I'm where the other girls in the department are.

I went to the washroom and upon my return to my table I saw him through the window and rolled my eyes. Ugh. He's one of those guys who has to tell you how great their weekend was, how great their vacations are, tells you you should be drinking, and EVERYONE is a good friend. Now really whatever I don't care, until last Tuesday when he accused me of being a pot smoker. Now really I don't get offended easily, but that pisses me off. I've never done it and have zero interest in it and when I'm accused of it and then I stated I've never done it and get the response, "yea right" with a roll of the eyes. It pisses me off. Like REALLY pisses me off.

So I will be interested to see how next week turns out. I'm not in for 8 days and I think it'll be a SHITSHOW when I go back in. I'll be prepared for a weeks worth of gossip. Oh do I enjoy work place gossip when I have zero holdings in it.

HOLY FUCKER

Ok just saw a photo of my ex's dad and he now HAS BOOBS. This is so beyond anything I have ever even thought might occur in my life. Albeit isn't part of my life anymore, but it's someone I knew and this is not what was represented to me, but OH MY GOSH!