ren fester

Went to the ren fest with Sara today. It was AWESOME! I saw the ex and just turned away. Didn't care to make a scene. Which I do, SO well.

Sadly, I did have to interact with him. I was standing in the doorway talking to my friend and I feel this bang on the board I'm standing on. Can I get in there? I then opened the door and he said thank you and I said you're welcome. LOOK I"M AN ADULT MOMMY! He then got his stuff said by to our mutual friend and left.

AWESOME!!!!!!! I didn't even look at his face. I'll tell you the first two times I was filled with anxiety and whoa it was bad, BUT the last time when we actually interacted. NOTHING!

I'm fucking proud of myself.

Also my dog was top notch. She got more compliments today then I have ever in my life. Or not...she got a lot.